REPOST: The 7th Circle of Hell

Well Fam, tonight I entered the 7th circle of hell. I cooked a veggie dinner for the children and 3 pieces of my famous butter toast for my husband. I wasn't hungry and I was sure to drink the "lemonade" before I started cooking. It was a simple meal. I cooked what I knew the kids liked. Corn, greens, and those purple potatoes that you season and put in the oven. Anyway, let me tell you I forgot that I have a weakness for potatoes. Let's just say that God stayed my hand, because I have never wanted to lick my fingers so bad in my life. Licking my fingers isn't a big deal is it? YES IT IS! If I lick my fingers then I will have to sample to make sure that it taste okay, and then after I tweak the meal I have to taste it again, and before I knew it I would have been sitting down at the table with a plate. I am going to finish this 10 days if it is the last thing I do. I am determined. I will probably cook every vegetable, noodle, and grain of rice in the house on Thursday. I will not eat green eggs and ham. I will not eat them Sam I am. Oh sorry. I dazed out for a minute. LOL The conflict for me is that I am in no way hungry, I feel great, I look marvelous, but ME WANT FOOD! At this point this fast/cleanse is a total competition with myself and I WILL WIN! Okay, that sounded crazy, but I just needed to vent. Hope you all continue to enjoy the documentation of my self inflicted torture-- I mean my cleanse. LOL